Processing

So today and actually most of the earlier part of yesterday I've been processing a lot of things in my head and heart. I'm processing a lot of what we've been through in the last year and half and that's because I feel like the Lord is about to close the door on all of that so that I can move on with the rest of his plan for me. That required some deep heart searching.

Chris and I are moving at the end of April to North Carolina. We know that the Lord has called us there for a number of reasons and it has been confirmed for us, but there is so much that is going on in my heart regarding this especially because of the little time we have left here. We will be in NJ visiting Chris' family, which I have no problem with and am looking forward to, but definitely aware I won't get to see my family in that time and that brings me to what I'm processing most today. I'm grieving leaving my family with whom we are so close and have such a great relationship both individually and together.

There are a number of things to do before that time. So I'm just deep in thought, but I am also very aware that my Papa is indescribably close and teaching me so much in the meantime.

I have some fun things to write about that I'll post soon! It's a beautiful rainy day and I'm not going to waste it!

♥
Dani